If there is one person in the world that I hate, that's you.
If I'm allowed to hate only one person as long as I live I choose you.
I love hating you and
I want to hate you for the rest of my life
No matter what, always remember that I hate you the most
No one hates you as much as I do.
Now you go and take care
Not that I care, but that I need you to be so that I can hate,
After all you are my best friend..

Photo: not by me

Monika Jalili - جان مريم

I like her voice a lot.
You can find more here if you are interested:
Monika Jalili : NoorSaaz

Colour my eyes with the blue of sky..

Changind mood.. again, again and again without any fear
Won't you get bored to have the same mood for so long?
I would..
Therefor here I am changing mood, it's not my first time and it won't be my last..

Vancouver is a total extremest.
When it's raining it's like the end of the world, you don't feel like going anywhere, would be even worst if you have claustrophobia!
You just wanna stay home under your own safe and warm blanket in your own bed and don't talk to anyone.
I can stay there for the rest of my life while it's raining.

Although as you can see in this picture, Vancouver might also be sunny, snowy, windy and beautiful all together at the same time.
This is when I feel I wanna go out, from my own window in my own room...
After 22 years living on this earth of ours, I still don't know if it's a good thing to be an extremest or not.
I guess no one knows.
I am one.

yadesh bekheir..

I feel a weird though good kind of freedom when I look at this picture.
It's like I've been prisoned in an isolated cell and all of a sudden I'm free to go!
How awesome is that?
Can you feel it too?

Photo taken by : Golnar

Leonard Cohen - Winter Lady

Trav'ling lady, stay awhile
until the night is over.

And why are you so quiet now
standing there in the doorway?
You chose your journey long before..
you came upon this highway.

Trav'ling lady stay awhile
until the night is over.
I'm just a station on your way,
I know I'm not your lover.

I have this habit of saving other peoples' pictures which I like from anywhere and everywhere.
Since I haven't taken any photos recently, I should use others for now :D
This would be one of them.
I love it how about you?

Shine On You Crazy Diamond..

Nobody knows where you are, how near or how far..
Shine on you crazy diamond.

Now there's a look in your eyes, like black holes in the sky..
Shine on you crazy diamond.

Come on you stranger, you legend, you martyr, and shine!

You reached for the secret too soon, you cried for the moon.
Shine on you crazy diamond....

I ran... I ran until my muscles burned and my veins pumped battery acid.
Then I ran some more...

Damien Rice - Delicate

It's not that we're scared
It's just that it's delicate..

He's blue, but it's not blue..
He's awake, but not awake enough..
He hasn't shut down because he don't want to, but I'm sure after a restart he'd feel better..
So let us all go away and let him breath..

"Breathe, breathe in the air
Don't be afraid to care
Leave, but don't leave me
Look around
Choose your own ground..
Long you live and high you fly."
-Pink Floyd

Deep Dish - Sacramento

Trance is good for you
It's good for your heart, your soul, your mood etc.
Trust me! :D

Go ahead and take a look around you,
At school, at work, in the street...
Everyone's alone, so what's the big deal?
It actually made me laugh, not that it's funny but that it's true!
Everyone keep thinking that they are 'the only lonely person on the planet'
It's so not true...
Seriously... think about it: First you're alone and the minute someone approaches you or you find someone friendly, all of a sudden they're invading your privacy?! That doesn't make sense to me. (I often act like that though, so I might not be the best person you should listen to :D)
Anyways... make your mind and most important of all:
"Take it easy" :)

Cheers!

Deep Forest - Sweet Lullaby

Nothing to cry for
No one to die for
Nothing to cry for
No one to die for
Nothing to cry for
No one to die for

I feel you,
in every stone,
in every leaf of every tree,
that you ever might have grown...

• Who has suspended this leaf in the air?

• I think it was me.

• How could you do this to a little light leaf? It's surrounded with black and cold space, it must be afraid and lonely...

• I don't know! I though it's not a big deal, I've been suspended my whole life and you are worried about the leaf!?

• It's a leaf, it's alive and more important it's RED. Aren't you?

• I guess.

Did I disappoint you.. or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty when you frown?
I am here for you if you'd only care.
I've shared your dreams,
Just if you'd share yours with mine..
I know you well, I know your smell, no matter how far you run away.
I am a dreamer when I'm awake,
You can't break my spirit, it's my dreams you take.
The empty spaces, will hold me down
No matter how close I'm getting to this self of mine...

-How do you feel if you wake up in the morning remembering all the bad dreams you had last nights ? Anyone and everyone you have ever seen in your life have just appeared in your dream?
I tell you: You will be in an extremely bad mood, tired and angry...
So it better not rain this morning,
The bus-stop better not be crowded this morning,
The quiz better not be hard this afternoon,
Or else.

-Or else what?!

-Exactly!

PS. It's raining...

That black strong coffee we drank together that time
Made me hyper
Do you remember?
That time in December
With the snow, the fog and the claustrophobia
Still can't remember?
Let me put it this way:
I'm still hyper...

Empty Streets

The city feels clean this time of night
Just empty streets and me walking home to clear my head

I know it came as no surprise
I’m affected more than I had guessed on what was said

If the smile’s not meant to be
If the heart’s not ready to open
If we make it I won’t see how it’s broken

It’s the quiet time before the dawn
And I’m half past making sense of it, was I wrong?

Should I claim to give it all
In a world where not much ever seems to last long

If the smile’s not meant to be
If the heart’s not ready to open
If we make it i won’t see it’s broken

If the smile’s not meant to be
If the heart’s not ready to open
If we make it I won’t see how it’s broken

How it’s broken…

If the smile’s not meant to be
If the heart’s not ready to open
If we make it i won’t see it’s broken

If the smile’s not meant to be
If the heart’s not ready to open
If we make it I won’t see how it’s broken

How it’s broken…

If the smile’s not meant to be
If the heart’s not ready to open
If we make it i won’t see it’s broken

If the smile’s not meant to be
If the heart’s not ready to open
If we make it I won’t see how it’s broken

How it’s broken…

The City feels clean this time of night.
Just empty streets and me walking home to clear my head.
No it came this moon so bright.
I'm affected more than i had guessed.
What was it?

It's a quiet time before the dawn.
And i'm half past making sense of it, was i wrong?

I've been to all the familiar places
I've been running like a sentence never begun
I've been looking for a way to let you know
I've got nothing left to fill the spaces...

Every cloud in the sky
Every place that I hide
Every sound that I hear
Every thought that I fear
Tell me that I
I was wrong
I was wrong to let you go

It’s the little things that make you crazy
Like the thought of someone touching your skin
I can see you everywhere I go
You could be in a sea of faces
It could be the rumour of your grin
Swimming in the river as it flows

Every cloud in the sky
Every sound that I hear...